beware. i'll BITE!

MOVED (:

2007-05-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm moving to http://imapoptard.livejournal.com

2007-05-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

Underage hottie Hayden Panettiere, 17, used some of her superhuman powers to woo her 21-year-old "Laguna Beach" boyfriend Stephen Colletti out for a snack n' smooch.The young Hollywood lovebirds landed at Urth Caffe on Melrose Avenue, and canoodled their way through a lunch on the patio, ignoring photogs and gawking diners.Ah, young love. *sounds of birdies*

[papaya seeds <3]

2007-05-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

thanks daddy (:

aint no dramas

2007-05-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hey, work is coming to an end (:

kinda sad though. i'm sure one day, we'll get to see each other again. (:

anyway, yx and Josephine poped by.

thanks. you guys are really nice. i meant, really.

oh and yx wanted to have a band.

guess what's the band name?

*drum rolls* its MUCUS!

ok. he's the nose. alden is the mucus. yc the phlem. and whatsoever!

and me, had a lil' tiff with Joyce.

whatever, i still love her.

but its nv gonna be the same again.

that's what all bitching is about.

hey, i miss you. Guess who?

[papaya seeds<3]

ha. its FUNNY!

2007-05-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

yeah had a lil' chat with Alden yest.

its better off this way i think (:

alright. work aint that bad aft all.

did a lil' shopping before that.

bought some slip-ons from topshop.

oh yeah. btw, they're having Kate Moss collection, starting from 17 may. so, catch it (:

and i had some fun playing with the effing rainbow at my workplace today (:

and yeah! met up with long-lost Lionel.

that's when all the nonsense start again. ha!

that's about it. till later then~

[papaya seeds<3]

its like oh-so-sad

2007-05-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

omg! went groccery shopping with mum
bought a tonne of food back home (:
she's leaving for Melbourne again tmr ):
but yeah, nice enough of her to transfer some money for me before i starve to death or my shopping craze to go hay-wire (:
alright. so mum will be back on 17th.

was totally busy catching Laguna Beach.
i'm finally done with season 1 and 2.
now, into 3. made my fucking cry!
how can Alex break up with Rocky? ):
he's like, yeah we're done.
she's like, done? as in us?
there he went, yeah.
then, awkward silence ):
guys are total jerk! not all, but majority i guess (:

yeah, i linger upon that familiar odour (:

[papaya seeds<3]

just for laugh!

2007-05-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

i had my eyes glued onto the screen cause Laguna Beach was on.
then Joyce called. so we were discussing some bitch stuffs.
there goes our conversation (:

Renee : hey, have you ever wonder why caucasians have bigger boobs?
Joyce: probably cause of the food we consume.
Renee: serious? but its like, they look like they're in their twenties although they're hardly any older than us.
Joyce: YEAH! they look damn mature.
Renee: maybe we should eat more to let our hormones change!
Joyce: you're stupid to even think of this.
Renee: oh yeah, i've been eating a lot. have my boobs grown bigger too? (:
Joyce: omg. i didnt just hear that right?
Renee HAHAHAAHAHAHAH!

aft work we conferenced again (:
so there we go with all these shit;

Renee: omg. what happen

Joyce: i fought with my bro ):

Renee: SERIOUS? so what happened in between?
Joyce: i punched him and he slapped me.
Renee: HUH! then what else did you do?
Joyce: i just threw his stuffs down (:
Renee: smart move! (:
Renee: oh yeah, aft your exmas, lets hit down to the Hard Rock Cafe.
Sherman: yeah! we needa have some fun.
Joyce: why are we going there for?
Renee: for dinner luh (:
Joyce: i cant go. you should know why.
Renee: yeah! cause of your fucktard mum!
Sherman & Joyce: HAHAHAHAHA! (:

THE END (:

oh yeah. this is specially dedicated to you fucktard bitch.
act tweeny? you simply sucks to the core.
whats with you? keep your eyes off my property,
or you're gonna be sorry (:

[papaya seeds <3]

shooping desire (:

2007-05-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

alright. celebrated mother's day a lil' earlier (:

i dont wanna get cramped up by some faggots on that day.

so yeah, we opted for an earlier celebration.

had DimSum for lunch at taka, Imperial Chinese Restaurant.

aft that, did some shopping. (:

i gave my mum her present, which cost a BOMB! ):

but yeah, she bought me perfumes. like 4? ha!

its in the genes. we LOVE perfumes. (:

then we were planning about my 21st b'day.

she intended to pay me ticket to fly to Paris for shopping (:

she know i LOVE those boutiques. yeah!

mum's overall nice today. mind you, only today (:

but i was telling her, i cant wait to be 21!

so we had another deal for my 18th b'day.

she's gonna get me a bag from one of those boutiques and some parties planned (:

alright. she's what i call, nice mum (:

then went to meet Cui and Annabel.

i missed them like crazy!

then they accompanied me shop again (:

ha. i've spent a hell loads of 800 plus today.

just on wallet and a few perfumes and dress.

alright. time for my Laguna Beach. (:

its a MUST WATCH. you morons, quick go take a look. (:

[papaya seeds<3]

supper (:

2007-05-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

alright. got home real early today.

Joewell and guys were kind enough to grab a cab with me.

i practically fell asleep in the cab luh! (:

met up with leslie for some pizza and guess what? dayne is home! (:

so we went out for supper at prata house! yeah!

hahahaha. let me tell you guys some shit.

my bro is definitely good at driving (: ha. fucking speed like some car whore

aft all. he's the best bro! alright, dayne, saw this? you ROCKS! (:

anyway, my housekeeper got loaded and went on a holiday.
so now what? R's gonna die without her doing the chores!
who's gonna iron my clothes? wash them? who's gonna do EVERYTHING? hahahahahahaha
))))))))):

[papaya seeds<3]

daddy's girl.

2007-05-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

[dad's car. comfort zone (:]

[i love the sound of you walking away]

Labour Day

should be a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

but how sad, i'll have to drag myself to work. someone pls say motherfucker!

yeah was running real late. so, asked my dad to drive me there (:

he's still the BEST! (:

alright. work's fun. i'm doing the count down to last day of work.

i bet i'm gonna really cry like shit.

i'm gonna miss the girls there. i'm gonna miss those guys that always get me cupcakes. i'm gonna miss those regulars that always laugh at my jokes (:

11 more days to go! i'll miss this retarded place ):

[papaya seeds <3]

goodbye FLAT,welcome CURLS!

2007-04-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

YEAH. R stayed home on an off day, on a weekend!
can you believe that? (:
so when i woke up, its like already 2pm? ha!
then saw my mum's personalised hairdresser.
so yeah, mum offered to let me have my hair done.
i got it permed a lil' bit and i opt for a dark blonde highlight!
hahahahahahahahaha.
so it dragged all the way till almost 11pm.
alright. i know its effing long. but yeah with 2 fussy women doing hair, that's the only way out.
the colour aint very obvious, but good enough.
i wouldnt wanna go totally light cause i aint in the mood for that now.
so far, so good (:
my bed is saying HELLO to me right now (:

[papaya seeds<3]

R had a good cry (:

2007-04-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

met up with Josephine,Alden,Yx and Vincent.
had a couple of drinks and probably a little too much.
so i went totally crazy. really. for once, i was that crazy (:
but ended up crying like some mad nuggets ):
thanks everyone for being there.
i love Josephine (: she's damn nice!
i'm totally drained out for all that's going on.
let it all out, i've quit crying. (:
i'm HAPPY now.
anyway, i miss JOYCE LEUNG.
such calls from you are retardedly NICE (:

[papaya seeds <3]

random stuffs.

2007-04-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

alright. just gonna gather some stuffs here and there. (:

WORK: ok. totally cool. its nice with everyone around, though the girls a lil' wild there and hard to control. but its alright, just join in the fun yo (: but know what? cause of our oh-so-lovely SUN, my boss got a effing big umbrella that can probably shelter 20 Renee. good, that means no more scorching sunlight. but sad to say, R has to close and open the umbrella DAILY! and what's worse, i cant even reach for open/close button. so, its kinda sad being short at times ):

Thoughts: oh-well, i was on the train the other time, totally engrossed in reading. There came a couple that stood right infront of me. They're like oh-so-sweet.although i've like too much of public-affection,but a lil' is alright (: ok i sat there thinking, why aint i grabbing some guys and get together and have my oh-so-sweet life. but instead, i just kicked everyone aside and get into some lesbian shit stuffs? alright, i'm probably still cant get over some shit.

Facts:The truth was,a fistful of dollars could buy happiness.Money was the open sesame to freedom and choices,because without it,you had neither.Without money,you went from a mansion in England to a shoddy cottage off Miami Beach.Without money,you bummed rides or shamefully took the bus while the movie star's son and music mogul's daughter zipped around in their Porsche and Mercedes.Without money,you just might walk into a strip club called Cheetah and agree to dance naked for an audience of creepy guys.

Earth calling R: ok. she's so gonna dye her hair. i'm gonna go like totally blonde.yes i love my messy hair. but still, i wanna try having some colours up real soon. and yeah, my hair is like totally FLAT now ): i want back my curls pls (:

[papaya seeds <3]

hey sweetie, happy birthday!

2007-04-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

JOYCE LEUNG. happy sweet 16 (:

you're indeed the best friend ever.

oh ya btw. stupid Elizabeth toh pop-ed by!

that's like oh-so-sweettttttttttt!

i nearly died there (: thanks girl!

it wasnt even a story,really,because there was no drama,no plot,no climatic falling-out I could put my finger on,which was maybe the worst part about it ):

[papaya seeds <3]

R's gonna SAVE!

2007-04-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

alright. R bid farewell to parenthood love. ):
kick that aside. i've got nice ppl around.
alden.yx.josephine.brandon (:
its damn fun luh. stayover and stuffs.
they're super fun! wave goodbye to sadness (:
woke up kinda late. aint feeling oh-so-well.
slept till 2 plus then watched mtv throughout.
so now we've got a plan.
its either i'll marry a rich husband or we're gonna save up and share money get a semi-d together.live together with best friends (:
so yeah. R should really start saving. (:
anyway, i miss Joyce. yeah!
next week's plan. night safari,hopefully (:

hey its nice with you around.
little things like these is good enough.
i'm a happy kid (:

[papaya seeds<3]

wave byebye to TOYS ):

2007-04-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

those old school days (: but i've dump all away ):

i'm saying bye to half of my toys here ):

alright peeps.

i expect you to moan and cry now. yeah NOW!

look at the amount of toys that i needa wave byebye to ):

but but but, they'll be sent to the orphanage (:

not only that, i'm throwing away all my retardedly oh-so-sweet letters.

you know, those kind where you keep during childhood days?

alright mum, you're gonna give me more cash to award me for this. (:

[papaya seeds <3]

(:

2007-04-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

thanks Ryan for the chocs (:
anyway. thanks mum! hahahaha.
sch's starting next month. she's giving more money! (:
oh ya. my nape baby is getting on fine.
i love those question-marks and oh-my-god coming from passer-bys (:

[papaya seeds<3]

nape piercing (:

2007-04-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

yeah. now i own my baby nape piercing (:

my piercer is good. he's damn hardcore.

its painful. yeah it IS! ):

but still, not those you're gonna die on spot.

its nicely done up. hopefully my body gonna love it too.

and pls, no rejection. i dont wanna lose my baby nape (:

[papaya seeds<3]

R's spending power (:

2007-04-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

R's spending power (:
On average a month;

Transport:300 bucks (including supporting comfort cab company (: )
Food desires:another 300 bucks (i love to eat A LOT!)
Laundry service:250 bucks (i needa wash a total of 75 of my toys to kill those irritating germs!)
Phone bills:180 bucks at least (M1 company is sucking my blood monthly ): )
R cant live a week without buying new stuffs: 400 bucks spent to boost S'pore eocnomy.
Good karma, i donate to almost ALL handiccapped: 50 bucks gone,dropping loads of dollar coins to them daily.
R loves to READ: 200 bucks donated to bookstores.
R does ballet for nuts:180 bucks spent for my future (:
Oh-so-lovely-night:200 spent on alcoholics ):

TOTAL:2060 bucks (:
so for once, i'd say i LOVE my parents who supported me through (:
alright, pls dont abandon me. i need your parenthood love and CASH (:

[papaya seeds <3]

so DUMB!

2007-04-14T00:49:00.000+08:00

alright. life's a mess.

let me pick them up now (:

SCHOOL: haha. omg went for entrance test today. easy though (: life in private sch is FUN. but not yet to say, you'll meet oh-so-bitchy girls and retarded guys.Rich and famous, all can be found in my sch. Majority looks appealing to me (: oh ya, one thing the consultant told me, this sch has NO sch rules. But R gonna be a good girl (: dont wanna have scandals or become the bitch-of-the-batch since the first week of sch. so i'm gonna take things real SLOW (:

WORK: busy here and there. but guess what? i'm retarded, really! i went to switch off all the switch including the refrigerator ones. Ends up, all the ice-cream melted ): that's gonna drive me nuts!

DAY: fun fun fun! whined the whole day (:

i'd say. i'm really sad. but shopping saved me a smile (:

R went shopping again! this time round, with more stuffs! BOO.

went out with Cui and Annabel. Josh joined us a lil' while (:

thanks Superman. who offered to help me here and there (:

[papaya seeds <3]

die-bitch-die (:

2007-04-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

yeah you fugly piece of shit!
you belongs to Planet BITCH
you deserves ome hair-snatching,face-scratching,and bitch-slapping drama-rama (:
its as though every cell in my entire body is gossping to its neightbour cell that this is actually going on: you, die-bitch-die!
This is our lives here.Holed up in three different zip codes- Someone busy studying, bitches going back to sch,and me in this little planet getting all kicked up by that woman from Planet BITCH.All we can do is bitch and moan on the phone,trying to assemble snatches of facts like a jigsaw puzzle.

R had hell loads of shopping during working hours. (:

[papaya seeds <3]

Scandals

2007-04-10T09:42:00.000+08:00

the scandals:
with haircut that looked expensive, too long and very messy;
it was the kind of mess you pay for (:

This was my agenda: sleep late,eat more junk food,prepared for sch and oh, yeah-lose my virginity.
All right,maybe some kids do shit just to drive their parents crazy,or pay their parents back for driving them crazy.But mostly,kids do shit,whether its sex or drugs or piercing or whatever,because we wanna do it.Its that simple (: feed us, try not to drop us on our head too many times,we cannot stand hypocrisy!

When it comes to sex, i was curious. On a pure science level: How does it feel like?
But i was nv in a rush.Not because i was waiting to fall in love.But the last person i wanted to lose my virginity to was someone i loved,because when we broke up,it'd be extra painful.Besides,shit,i wanna be good at sex by the time i'm married.I dont wanna be some dumb-ass virgin who does not know what to do with it.Plus,that whole-lay-down-and-die-for me kind of love? I dont even know if that's my kind of thing (:
99.9% female population might disagree,but to Miss 0.1% me,it just seems corny.

dont you think so too? (:

[papaya seeds<3]

Easter sunday (:

2007-04-09T09:43:00.000+08:00

Smiling releases endorphins, nature's happy drugs.

everything's a swirl now (:

oh yeah. someone pls sell me some growing pills?

i dont wanna be labelled as SHORTY (:

[papaya seeds <3]

troubled.

2007-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

yeah. dont ask me why there isnt any photos uploaded.
simply cause' i'm TOO lazy (:
yest night wanted go supper with yx and B.
simply too tired. fell asleep aft talking to B (:
life is fun! all about shopping.
J bought me pretty doughnuts. omg. PRETTY!
Joyce got it too (:
shopping with Cui and Sherman, always that nice!
but we met some faggots on our way. nevertheless, R saved the day (:
i simply step on the tiny toes of those faggots and went OPSY! hahahahaha
*show you my evil grin*
alright. totally drained.
i dont give a damn whether humans despise lesbians.
cause' i guess, we're still better off than you (:

Hero=Superman=Bestie=B (:

[papaya seeds <3]

i'm ALRIGHT!

2007-04-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

Ryan is cool. that bung (:
its definitely nice with you around.
surprise for me. NICE~
yeah. its great to be back in ACTORS.
that pub. probably the best of all. (:
its fun. everyone went today!
Jeremy. Joewell. Dinesh. Bryan. Jingyong.
hey guys. thanks for the lunch and stuffs. (:
5 hoursepour and i'm done (:
uncle freddie, the boss. made me her daughter.
that makes him a sugar daddy (:
alright. nights. (:

[papaya seeds <3]

(:

2007-04-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

YEAH! R is happy now.
thanks for every little things that you guys did.
pretty little cupcakes. toys. treats. (:
i'm happy, like TOTALLY!
truth unfolds. yeah. what's up next?
would it be another lie? ha!
but yeah. to the faggot woman!
Joyce aint gonna get pin down by you.
cause' we're far off better than you!
((((((((((=

i've got a Bestie. he's call alden.

[papaya seeds <3]

oh-so-stuck

2007-04-04T09:48:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnnn!
thanks yx. the 3hours talk made me realise a billion and one things (=
yeah every tongue tells its own story.
who will you rather believe?
the one you trust most, or the one who trust you most?
scandals and lies, that'll probably bring you down.
the turn out will be bad in a way or another.
but whatever it is. you know it best.
truth unfolds (:

[papaya seeds <3]

jealousy?

2007-04-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

yes. stop being a wuss.
she deserves worse for all the crap she pulls
know what its really like to be popular?
everyone wants a piece of you.
however, some ppl want you in pieces. yeah, PIECES!
i've no problem with that (:
i'm ready for another kill.
this time, i'll let everyone join in on the fun (:

[papaya seeds <3]

the ACTORS

2007-04-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

yeah. headed down to Boat Quay, the ACTORS for drinks.
Dinesh and Jeremy seriously make me feel so inferior.
they're like 2 TALL giants beside me ):
oh yeah. got to know the ACTORS boss and Geraldse
omg. ppl there are really nice.
i meant. really. those heart-to-heart ppl (:
totally a blast. they play oldies. i've got a secret liking for it!
you get to dedicate your songs or just sing it, thats only if your voice is audible (:
uncle fred is nice. being the boss, he sang me a song. my fav, Colin Raye, Love me.
made me wanna tear. oh man!
then then. got home around 1 (((((((((:
totally wasted. sleeeeeeepppppyyyyy. and oh yeah.
J went on a holiday. quick come back you stupid nugget!

and yes. you stupid Hero,
stop playing my names like a scrabble.
you VILLAGE KAMPUNG kid. (:

[papaya seeds <3]

have you got an ans?

2007-04-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

ha yeah!
you, you and YOU!
aint you guys being bossy to pop in here?
have you guys been treating this as your monthly reader digest?
or is it some oh-so-bitchy magazines?
but nevertheless. i'm sure its of some entertainment yeah?
((((((((((((=
seriously, R has been real good recently.
no unnecessary scandals. no drama-rama happenings.
wont you applaude for her? (:
i've been good. really.
just that, i'm spending a little more than usual.
as you know, R cant live a week without getting new stuffs (:

[papaya seeds <3]

some whore (:

2007-04-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

plot or plan?
which one are you working towards?
oh maybe i'm making plans.
in getting married to someone who's gonna giveme my six-storey mansion, personal chef and designer shopping spree (=
for now, i just want my Chanel shades and Gucci bag (:
i cant live a week without getting new stuffs (=
ain't a spoilt brat. just a pampered woman!
hahahahahahahaha
who wanna be my supplier? ((((((((=

alright. to you woman out there.
fuck. i dont give a damn whether you like ego ppl or not
neither do i care whether you bite or not.
come and try fuck around, i'll fuck you twice as bad.
i do give in, but not to a whore like you (:

[papaya seeds <3]

smile for that!

2007-03-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

alright! i want that Chanel sunglass. oh my! i saw something prettier than this.
but any kind souls around to get me this? (((((((=

see! saw that? STUPID CUI talking to ding-dong-BEL
we're hungry alright? food food food.
i love this most~ YUMMY

now, its time for shopping!

yeah i spent over $250 over these.
over at chinatown! pretty shops!
what a shop at such secluded place ((=

hahahahahahaha.met up with CUI!
yeah. she's kinda moody yeah?nvm. kick that aside. i'm sure FOOD can make you smile.or rather, good food!

hahahahthen headed to Chanel and Gucci.

yeah. grabbed my stuffs. and more to go~

(((((((((((((=gonna get that sunglass.

followed on by those totes.way to go.

((((((((=who'd be kind enough to get me that shade?

oh plssssssss!

hahahaha. met up with J then.

had fun at CHINATOWN.

seriously, that place is like the BEST entertainment.

you'll be totally amused there.

i got a shock in my life!

i'm like, *omg. spore really has such places*

(((((((((((((((=

hahahahahaha.

then went over to Sentosa for a walk and home!

i'm sleepyyyyyyyyy! ELIZABETH TOH is making me HAPPY!

she's dropping by next week ((((((((=

JOYCE LEUNG. she knows my deepest dirty secret.

she knows me best. thanks bitch (=

ain't that rich. neither that poor
i think i'm better that you.
i'm not gonna be a disgrace. are you?
so, rich and famous.
which will you choose? (:

[papaya seeds <3]

fickle minded

2007-03-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

yeah! no more nape piercing for me
guess what? met up with CUI
i've just checked out with the guy.
and yeah. nape piercing wont last longer than 4 months.
so that means. i'm gonna spend another 100 bucks every 4 months.
it doesnt really matters. but the process, getting POKE BY NEEDLES does. ((=
alright. so yeah. i'm sad. *waves goodbye to my nape piercing*
anyway. elizabeth toh rocks!
she bought me my favourite Sakae mochi (=
and yeah. i got laughed at by Joewell and others for being SHORT.
)))))))))))))=
oh yeah, thanks Joe. i love the cake ((=
alright. i'm damn tired. nice day out with leslie and zg ((=

yeah.anyone can get me my Gucci bag and sunglass?
((((((((((((=
probably some rich kiddo!

[papaya seeds <3]

the craze is here again!

2007-03-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

yeah. its gonna look like this!

ok. alright!

listen up. i'm so gonna get the piercing done.

should i? nape piercing. anyone?

(((((((=

disadvantage:sometimes, body reject certain piercing which causes it to get infected or rather, it'll kinda migrate if its not pireced properly.

yeah. i cant decide. really.

((((((((((((((((((((=

and oh ya. guess what?

i'm gonna get married.

yes. 17 years old kid getting married!

oh pls. not cause' i'm pregnant. you must be nuts!

i'm getting married cause' i wanna be married.

(((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

PRETTY DOUGHNUTS ((=

2007-03-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

[ok. Joshua spent 2 hours plus to get these pretty ones for me! ((= SURPRISE!]

[its simply irresistable. omg. ((=]

yeah! Samantha drop by at my work place today!

thanks darling. i miss old sch days with you ((=

i'm really really HAPPY!

guess what?

yest i was still whining about those pretty DOUGHNUTS!

how much i yearn to have them in my tummy.

and TADANG! Joshua surprised me at my work place with those pretty little ones!

omg. yeah, i practically went OMG!

can you believe it? he queue-ed for like 3 hours?

he says that those doughnuts are meant to cheer me up aft a long day!

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

i'm over the moon now! *munching doughnuts*

alright. reality check yeah?

rich and famous. who wouldnt want that? *probably the monks and nuns*

i want a six-storey Mayfair mansion with personal chef.

come along, diamond and platinum Gucci rings plus a designer shopping spree!

a oh-so-Lucas for me, so that i'll be so used to his extravagant spending, i dont even bat an eyelid ((=

and yes ladies. we ruined men ((((((((((((((((=

yeah. those msges came too late.

it aint easy to be a hero, if you realised.

[papaya seeds <3]

yesh. that made me SMILE!

2007-03-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

[yeah this is nice! REALLY nice. we LOVE this most ((=]

[nice. haha. Joshua ordered this for me again! ((=]
[a close up! see? i want this! thanks Joshuaaaaaaaaaaaa!]
[poor ducks and other cusines ((=]
[ over at The Balcony ((=]

alright. i LOVE sundays ((=

thanks JOYCE for the bear. adding on to my collection

i seriously LOVE you ((((((((((((((((((=

went church. haha. its always nice with JOYCE around

oh yeah. not forgetting mr hohohoh. zann. liyue. xin. van.

(((((((((((((((((((=

so much fun luh! omg omg

yeah! i've bought that SUPERMAN thing.

wore it together with Joshua. yeah (=

headed down to Holiday Inn. his mum's work place.

then we had GOOD FOOD!

seriously GOOD FOOD! omgggggggg. totally bloated!

then we went to take a walk around town.

headed to Hereen.

had a drink at The Balcony. FABULOUS!

then home. omg tireddddddddddd. tmr's gonna work ))=

and now. guess what? stupid Lionel!

stop tempting me with the doughnuts!

i want them so badly.

i'd marry whoever that give me those doughnuts. *ok. that's so not gonna be true ((=*

(((((((((((((((((((=

yes you you you!

does SUPERMAN really exist?

((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

topsy turvy ((=

2007-03-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

alright! life's a BUZZ!
working. eating. sleeping = no life!
but its a little better than these.
know why? cause i've got NICE faggots around me.
JOYCE LEUNG. i love her endless calls ((=
Cui and sherman dropped by today!
its nice having gatherings like this!
then when i was in the midst of working my ass off,
i saw Joshua!
hahahahahaha. he pop-ed by without informing.
and he bought FOOD for me!
thanks for everything! (((((((((((((((=
its nice with you helping out. at least. i can play with my care-bear then~
(((((((((((((=
alright. i'm effing tired. lights out!

have you ever mistaken the good for bad, and the bad for good?
yesh! i think i've just made that mistake.
i dont need a penny or so.
for i just need someone who sow their seeds for me (=

[papaya seeds <3]

i'm FULL!

2007-03-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

[over at B&J]
[i love marshmallows ice-cream!]

[i always leave smiley faces behind! ((=]
[over to Geylang. district areas! * i know you're thinking of something else right?*]
[ok. we found this on our way for durian hunt. isnt it interesting? HA!]
[our cravings ((=]
[yeah! we're oh-so-HAPPY]

alright. work kinda sucks luh

with the boss bullying me and stuffs

i may be kind enough to work OT.

but that doesnt mean you can step over me ((=

i ain't nice to bully, you faggot!

on the happier note. i managed to sneak off!

hahahahahaa

Joshua gave me a surprised! he knows i got bullied (=

hahahahahahahahahahaha. YEAH!

then we headed to Sakae sushi!

yummyyyy. we're effing full luh!

but still. over to cathay's Ben and Jerry's!

and and. over to Geylang for DURIAN!

ok. its retarded. but nice ((=
damn funny luh. hahahahaha.

next. we went for some fried food. YUMMY

that's when we're effing full!

then headed back home!
hahaha. J was making fun of those oh-so-black guys.

((((((((((((((=

thanks for sending me all the way back.

yeah supposed to meet yx they all. but yeah. skipped that!

i'm just so tired!

alright! something to be happy about!

my mum going overseas again next month

and and. housekeeper will be away from s'pore too!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i dont have to be home anymore! haha

and and. i'm gonna get my pay.

mum's gonna give me more cash to make sure i can survive in s'pore!

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

BILLION smiles for that!

ha. guess what? i wanted to go there so badly.
but yeah. i'm not some fucking stalker or whatever!

we'll meet when we meet ((=

or maybe nv again? ))=

[papaya seeds <3]

yeah. ((=

2007-03-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

work totally drained me out!
but something to smile for ((=
CUI came and look for me. ah-ha
i gotta know a BIG secret. haha
*ding-dong-bel* only she'll understand (=
then Joewell they all came by. haha
Joyce darling called me up. surprise! i love her.
then SUPERMAN told me something stupid
and i returned him with my MARS BARS joke. ((=
and when i was about to pack up. Joshua pop-ed by!
he brought my patrick balloon down and let in more HELIUM!
now, my patrick is ALIVE again! ((((((((=
then we shared cakes and we went to foodfair!
YUMMYYYYYYY.
brought it over to my house. omg.
my dinning table is filled with FOOD!
i'm a happy kid!!!!!!!!
alright i gotta go sleep soon thanks to bryan wan!
(((((((((((=

dedication to SHERMAN.JOYCE.CUI :
no matter what happen.
we'll always stick as ONE.
yeah we may not be there for each other all the time
but we know. we can rely on each other ((((((=

alright. i'm not a LOSER pls.
but still. ppl with high ego still feel down at times.
we're all humans. no one's perfect.
just that i think i'm better than you (=

[papaya seeds<3]

oh-so-sweet.

2007-03-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

alright. screwed up at work today.
omg. i just wanna bang my head against the wall pls.
i practically just sit at the balcony and CRY.
ok. i know i sound like some LOSER!
but seriously. FEMALE customers drive me nuts!
luckily. i've got Joewell there with me (=
then then. SUPERMAN. you made me laugh my ass off with those silly jokes.
((((((((((=
sudden change of plan. met up with Joshua (=
he surprised me with his hand-made potatoes!
YUMMYYYYYYYYY.
that cheers me up. who'd be that nice?
thanks a millionnnnnnnnnn!

your words made me smile.
i know those words aint true.
cause i saw how worried you were.
maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe not?
((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

just being ironic.

2007-03-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

once again, thanks Joshua ((=
ok he showed me something fascinating!
the slippers that i've chosen for him. has a little SUPERMAN inside.
omg. i really didnt know till he showed me that. what a joke.
its nice of you to pop by. help me with those effing chores that's killing me.
supper was GREAT. haha. we're damn idiotic. eating non-stop ((=

i'm just being ironic.

the-oh-so-sweet-me said:
SHIYA! be happy that he was once there.
although it all ended, but still you do have sweet memories with him
little stuffs that he does, no one else would.
he's probably the best! but you know, all good things come to an end. ((=

the-oh-so-evil-me said:
SHIYA! know what? MOVE ON!
so what if he was once the oh-so-romantic guy on Earth. who cares?
he gave you heart-breaks more than anyone would. so why arent you moving on?
get a life dude!

[papaya seeds <3]

THANKS!

2007-03-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

[ok. its the nonsensical guys. yx. marcus. JOYCE. papaya. wilfred!]

[that's my b'dae present from churchmates. thanks! can you see? half as tall as me!]
[then went over to have ICE-CREAM! the staffs there are nice!]
[i shared this with JOYCE and Joshua. we're just so FULL!]
[ok. dont ask me who is she. its obvious ya? my DARLING!]
[*TADAH! he accompanied me for the rest of the day! ((=]

ok. today's a HAPPY DAY! truely ((=

first. supposed to meet up with my JOYCE DARLING.

however,something crops up.

so. yx cab-ed over to my place. chat a little. and headed town!

oh my. i was so worried can? i nearly cried too!

then met up with JOYCE and marcus. haha.

had hell loads of fun. laughing my ass off.

did some stupid stuffs with yx. *was trying to imitate JOYCE and marcus ((= *

had lunch and stuffs. then headed to PS. met up with wilfred awhile.

then then. had service ((=

thanks Tess for the sweets ((((((((((((=

ok. wanted to leave str aft service.vanessa was talking to me.

then suddenly pulled me to the front!

and there she goes. *HI EVERYBODY. today is SHIYA'S BIRTHDAY!*

omg i was SO embarrased. thanks for the cake.

then then. they gave me stuffs and i was instucted to go to the reception counter.

then they made me turn around. and *TADAH! I GOT A BIG PATRICK~*

omg omg omg. everone was staring at me. its half my height can? *ok. i'm short*

thanks IMAI for the present. thanks Garette. Vanessa. Xinjie. Gabriel. JIANHONG. SHUHUI. LIYUE. jiayang, lucinday. many moreeeeeeeeeeeee! *makes me wanna cry*

i'm so happy! yesh i am!

but sadly. gotta rush off with Joyce. cause i promised to meet Joshua. so yeah!

headed to SAKAE. saw Joshua and his mum

i love his mum luh! damn nice ((= she loves us!

had so much fun! Joshua damn nice. offered to help me take the balloon!

then over to Cathay. had Ben and jerrys. omg. the guy is damn nice!

give me BIG scoops cause its my b'dae. haha.

so. i wrote him a cute little note ((((((((((((= *but Joshua and joyce laughed at me ))= *

then marcus came. yeah! we're all happy kids eating ice-cream!

aft taht. they went back. so me and Joshua went upper bukit timah eat AGAIN!

had PRATASSSSSSSS. super full

then over to LK over there. had a couple of drinks and HOME!

Joshua. thanks so much ((=

seriously. guys, thanks so much. this birthday. means more than anything else.

i'm so effing touched. really ((((((((((:

he told me stuffs about you.

that made me wanna cry out.

its killing me dude.

[papaya seeds <3]

PUBS

2007-03-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

there you go~ leslie.jovan.papaya.dat! ((=
me and JOVAN!
oh no! he looks drunk ((=
i think i just did that? OPSY!
me and dat. the RICH kid.

yeah. i spent like billion and one dollars these 2 days just on drinks

hahahahahahaha. omg.

but nvm. its worht the price.

bonds us together. thats how much i miss them!

aft i've got home. leslie and jovan came over for lunch.

((((((((((=

slacked and off we go to clarke quay!

drinkssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
we hopped from pubs to pubs.

from INITIAL, BOTTOMS UP, PINK LOUNGE.

they took great care of me too!

damn funny. i've got the nonsensical genes in me. *thanks to my mum?* ((=

had around 4 or more drinks.

vodka. tequilas. blah blah blah.

there i go. HIGH! but mind you, i'm not drunk. i just cant think str ((=

anyway. thanks JOYCE DARLING. i saw your blog

your dedication, made me wanna cry! i LOVE YOU luh.

(((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME~

2007-03-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

yeah its my birthday.
hahahahahahahaha.
so what do ppl do on birthday?
sing birthday songs? have cakes? presents?
i cant be bothered.
so yeah. had work. FUN! ((=
then lionel came.
and we headed to Liquid Kitchen
yeah. loads of retarded things happened.
((((((((((((((((=
had 3 shots of drinks. and i think i'm getting HIGH!
oh my. over to YX house. Joshua drunk too.
so both of us were practically making a din!
hahahahahahahahaha.
we scream.shout.whine.cry. ((=
eventually. all fell asleep on yx's bed.
thanks God. he had a queen size bed. just right for all of us
(((((((((((((((((=
i'm damn tired. gotta go bathe and out again! ((=

SPECIAL THANKS for the little ones.
SUPERMAN.bryan wan.yongxun.joshua.lionel.cuiting.sherman.joyce darling.jian hong. shuhui.david.haikal.zhenhao.surin.meifang.jowell.elizabeth toh.ian lam.tess lam.joel ng.leslie loh.jovan yeo.furong.gabriel.xinjie.jiayang.vanessa.imai.geraldine.wilfred.meiyan.serene.....blah blah blah!
(((((((((((((((((((=

i just had a new friend.
who took great care of me when i'm drunk
thanks JOSHUA.

yeah. you made me fucking cry on my b'dae.
but glad that you were there, over the phone with me
((((((((((((((((((=
that'd be enough.

[papaya seeds <3]

HELPPPPPPPPP!

2007-03-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

ok now.
headed home aft work.
totally exhausted. i'm gonna collapse any moment
(((((((((((((((((((((((=
then then. saw SHEENA! omg. miss her like 4729529429462 tonnes
but know what? her first reaction was like. *SHIYA! have you just shrink?*
and guess what i said? *of course not, i think i've grown!*
(((((((((((=
then then. i look into the reflection from the mrt.
and i went *OMG,shiya! are you really this short?*
then i went thinking.
is gravity working on me? pulling me down through centre of gravitation?
(((((((((((((((((((=

SUPERMAN made me smile (:

[papaya seeds<3]

needs or wants?

2007-03-13T09:52:00.000+08:00

I NEED......
someone to pay for my $280 phone bill.
someone to clean up my room *cause' most of them rather mess it up*
someone to send me to work by CAR.
someone to tell me this 'hey,you can stop working.i'll settle all your expenses' ((=
most importantly, i need SUPERMAN.

I WANT.....
someone to get me my Gucci bag.
someone to tell me how can shorty get skinny jeans?
someone to stuff me with branded goods. 'yeah,materialistic that is. dont tell me you're not'
someone to make me grow so that i can be 18 soon.
a SUGARDADDY! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

want and needs.
which one will you proritise?

[papaya seeds<3]

carebear!

2007-03-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

i did a care bear quiz.
and i've been honoured the LOVE-a-LOT BEAR! (((((((((=

went out with cui.lionel.weizun!
(((((((((((=
fun fun funny day!
hahahahaha.
i LOVE the manager at the restaurant.
always give me discount!
he loves my smiley face at the feedback forms ((=
i bought another carebear home.
this time round, its a CHEERBEAR.
(((((((((((((=
ok. then yx asked me over to MOS.
but. i'm going st james powerhouse instead ((=
alright. gotta rush outtttttttttttttttttt!

ha. i pondered upon it.
its super tempting to go over cause' you're there.
my SUPERMAN ((=
no need for presents. i just need a HERO.
i'm tearing )))))))))))))))))=

[papaya seeds <3]

fame or scandal? ((=

2007-03-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

[my longest best friend MF. poptard. my BUNG ((=]
[nice catching you around!][yeah. *point fingers at her* she's the BUNG friend ((=]
[its nice with you aroud. kick everthing aside. we SHINE!]

[haha. thats SHERMAN. come on, SMILE!]
[cui looks like a HAPPY kid now!]
[good take ((= hahaha!]
[cam-whored AGAIN!]
[down at LK]

[cant you see he's trying to act cool? HAHA!]
[ok. i was too engrossed msging some aliens]
[look at those guys? arent they vain too?]
[especially YX. omg! ((=]
[that's what i meant. presenting, YX! ((=]

YEAH! i'm a happy kid now!

today's GREAT!

met up with MF and CUI!

went MDIS register for courses ((=

i'm so happy! gonna study with that bitch again

hahaha. my pri sch BEST friend! wow. its been 10 years ((=

then then. met up with sherman and chuxuan.

nice. had loads of fun! laughing and bitching around!

fame or scandal?

dont care about what others say.

its nice with you around. i love FUN outings!

then then. headed down to chomps.

YUMMY! but something dampened the mood yeah?

(inside news ((=) but aft all. its fun with those drama-ramas going on!

next up, headed to Liquid Kitchen.

oh. i miss that place. but alright! didnt get drunk this time round!

totally awake. then yx,lionel and vincent joined us! (SUPERMAN is missing ): )

(((((((((=

true or dare? its a DARE NIGHT.

hahahaha. cuiting had to kiss me. i had to touch her thighs.

AND i had to ask the stranger if i'm HOT! (oh my, what a qns!)
but. i had positive feedbacks though ((=

and the game goes on and on. with loads of retarded things! ((=

oh ya. JOYCE, my bitch!

dont cry alright? i'll help you with it. ((((((((((((=

what kinda friends do you have?

FIRST category- HI, BYE friends

SECOND category- HI,BYE + a little gossips friends

THIRD category-those that you leak your secrets to, knowing they wont spill a single beans!

FOURTH category-those that you share your secrets with, and know what? the very next moment, almost whole world knows about that tiny secret!

I'm HAPPY! i hardly have those from the last category.

special thanks to SUPERMAN. joyce. bryan wan. cui. sherman. samantha. daphne. yx. meifang.

david......goes on and on ((((((((((((((((((((=

thanks guys!

birthday aint special without you around ((=

[papaya seeds <3]

thanksssssssssss!

2007-03-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

i miss MEIFANGGGGGGG!
finally managed to see her.
oh my. i love you luh!
we've been together since primary 1 ((((((=
next up. we have samantha wan and daphne chen!
my lovely sch mates + naked sheeps and lost sheeps ((=
i miss them like nutsssssssss!
then then. JOYCE LEUNG.
she knows every single little thing about me
but recently she's too busy with *AHEM*.
nevertheless. she still surprise me with calls!
now is CUI and SHERMAN!
best bung and PEA!
(((((((((((((((=
funny ppl. make me little bones laugh and roll
hahahahaha.
here now, its BRYAN WANNNNNNNNNN!
he's great. good listener.
though he give nonsensical comments at times
but still. he's AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i nv know you can keep secrets ((((((((=
thanksssssssssss!
lastly. my SUPERMAN!
hmm. only bryan knows what i meant!
(((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

hahahahaha!

2007-03-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

ok. first she started acting cool!
yeah yeah. a little smile!
then she tried to steal my workplace mango!
she's happy now!
yet, she's still not satisfied. cause she wants ME!

ok luh, i shall give in ONCE! ((=
saw that? she's happy AGAIN! (with a retarded twist)
yummy yummy! she had another drink!
and and. BOOHOOO! she's my gf ((=
okok. then clarke quay with Lionel

ok. work's damn fun today! with cui and lionel dropping by!

((((((((((((((((((=

hahahahahahaha.

but but but.

cui was styling her hair all the while.

know why? that's cause she got a new hairstyle!

((((((((((=

i like it. fucking nice.

thats the way MAN! ((((((((((=

ok. i'm dead beat. gonna ROLL onto my bed now. yes NOW!

((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

life's like this ((=

2007-03-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

at boat quay!

look at cui's finger! ((=

lionel and weizun! ((=
that's definitely not mine. aint a smoker. that belongs to my bung friend ((=

she took my pose!
retarded TWIST!

yeah. my ass ((=
clarke quay (((((((=
my BUNG friend ((=
hahahaha. SEXY eyes.
we had a quick bite at HOOTERS. reminds me of SUPERMAN! ((=

went for service ((((((((=

met up with darling JOYCE and grace first!

damn funny. all the retarded stuffs.

aft service. met up with cui.lionel.weizun!

hahaha. then caught jianhong.shuhui.liyue!

(((((((((((((=

oh yeah. went eat. was palying with the toys from my kids meal ((=

hahahaha. then down to Esplanade!

oh my. so many bridges. i nearly faint!

then boat quay,clarke quay,then hooters! ((((((((((=

home-ed! caught some stupid fags looking at me and cui!

we're like laughing our ass off luh! hahahahahah

(((((((((((((((((=

yeah.kick those nonsense stuffs aside

too much drama-rama. that's all about life

its as though life's been wonderful.

but what about the little part of me that kinda fades aways?

ha. it wouldnt be nice for me to show it out ((=

[papaya seeds <3]

Liquid Kitchen (=

2007-03-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

first night. hahahaha. before getting tipsy ((=

my first drink. topsy turvy. another drink is call SexOnBeach. wtf right? ((=
yx.joshua.lionel.weizun
hahaha. see that? i'm really getting tipsy ((=
2nd night
hahahaha.wads up with my CUI???

look at my POTATO friend! ((= (i'm refering to the one in white!)

yeah mannnnnn!

these 2 days. went LiquidKitchen.

yeah. life's fun!!!!!!!

boohooo!. working life not that bad

with babes and hunks dropping by

(((((((((((=

hahahahahaha.

then went off to LK.

drank like no one's business.

oh my. loads of crappy stuffs happened!

hahahahah.

but really fun! (((((((((((=

today, worked at far east.

oh my. i hate that WOMAN!

no idea what she's really up to!

but thanks cui.lionel.weizun for waiting!

((((((((((=

headed LK againnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

okok. had a few drinks.

then yx. yc. vincent. SUPERMAN came over.

hahahahaha.

then yx started some betting stuffs.

my fourth shots. and i kinda got tipsy!

((((((((((=

but nevertheless. i'm strong (((((((=

hahahahahahahaha.

managed my way back. went for supper.

then cab-ed back

oh my! that driver deserves a tight slap!

some ass, quarrel with passengers ))=

hahahahaa

alright, listen up SUPERMAN!

hahahaha.

better stop bullying me or i'll upload those unglam shots!

((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

BALLOONSSSSSSS!

2007-02-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

i'm happy like this!
thanks for the ballooonnnnnnnn!
(((((((((((=
hahahaa. yest sherman.yx.josh.lionel pop by!
i love surprises!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haaahaha. then then
today cui came!
omgggggggggggggggg.
i'm so happy! yesh i'm gonna poison SUPERMAN's drink
((((((((((=
work's fun today! i'm loving it.
except for those retarded office dudes!
(((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds<3]

papaya babe! WTF!

2007-02-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha.
okok. work's damn fun today!
thanks zh for sending me to work and dropping by!
thanks david. buddy! so nice of you to drop by~
thanks lionel dropping by and stuffs too!
ok. practically, thanks for surprises!
(((((((((((((((((((=
but how cool, saw me do some retard chores!
oh my )))))))))=
lastly, my SUPERMAN still the BEST!
(((((((((((((((=
thanks for those retard msgs.
but know what? my shop really has a drink call PAPAYA BABE!
see, they look up to PAPAYAS!
dont be sad, i'll get you your banglah poo poo drinks too!
(((((((((((=

[papaya seeds<3]

its SUNNY DAY! ((=

2007-02-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

hahhahaha! just for LAUGH!
had fun with my sweety! (((((((=
before that. headed to HOGC.
miss JOYCE like BILLIONS luh!
then yx.lionel.joshua came eat sushi with us
(((((((((((((((=
okok. then some nonsense with SUPERMAN!
((((((((((((((((((((((((=
oh my. count down ))=
tmr lazy bum is WORKING!
Oh! someone pls say NO )))))))))))))=

[papaya seeds<3]

smile, or maybe frown )=

2007-02-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

oh mine!
its gonna kill me that bad.
i'm gonna fucking start work on monday!
yesh. you're not seeing things.
this lazy bum here is going to WORK!
working at Mango Lingo ))=
good thing is - i got more cash. not from shop. but from mum!
sad thing is - working=NO LIFE! from 12-9 can?
i can only hang out aft that ))=
i'm probably gonna drag myself there.
oh my. work my ass off ))=

[papaya seeds<3]

prata days! (=

2007-02-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

hahahahaaha.

great day!

(((((((((((((=

i needa shoulder to lie on.

aft all, party life kinda messed me up!

hahahaha. but prata day is nice!

did shopping again! hahahahah
with cui. meishan. bel! ((((((((=

i'm tired. really!

hahahahaa.

kick it aside! ((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

yayapapaya!

2007-02-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

yeah. he's none other than my very own bro!
((((((((((((((((=
i seriously love him! hahahahaahaaha
ops! i'm over the moon now!
cause of some reasons ((((((((((((((((=
hahahahahahahhaaha.

[papaya seeds <3]

lets get HIGH!

2007-02-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

yeah. got kinda drunk past 2 days.
oh my! blabbered nonsense shit to SUPERMAN and yx.
hahahahahahahaha. ((=
but fred not. totally awake today!
so there you go~
oh ya. before that. stupid bryan!
pls keep this in your effing head.
superman is MINE! ((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

its up to ME!

2007-02-17T12:07:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnnn.
life could have been different.
choose to spend my time on shopping than working
choose to hold onto the impossibles instead of moving on
choose to fuck around than being a daddy's girl
(((((((((((((=
thanks SUPERMAN!

[papaya seeds <3]

((=

2007-02-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

my life's a party.
i'm the host!
saying 'HELLO' is like handing out the canapes.
(((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

its VDAY! (((((=

2007-02-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

[ its just a star ((((=]

hahahahaha.

i'm smiling like nuts now!

hahahahaaha.

i'm loving body arts! (((((((=

anyway. HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

*just the thought of it makes me SMILEEEEEEEEE*

(((((((((((((((((((=

SUPERMAN = babysitter!

[papaya seeds <3]

its kinda sad )))))))=

2007-02-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

big bullies ((((((((=

i suck lemons for nuts!

me and sherman! act retarded!

oh my! started my day off shopping with mum!
((((((((((=

she loves me. i know! hahahahaha.

then met up with sherman and cui!

totally broke. bought my GUESS bag and Zara shorts.

BOOHOOOOOO!

totally high and happy (((((((=

then then. had honey lemon too.

my favourite. sucking lemons aft drinking ((=

then stupid panty called me. hahahahah

hmm. sometimes it makes me ponder

what matters most? trust or beliefs?

would you blame someone for something they've nv done?

or would you trust someone that they'll nv do such things?

everyone has their own perspective. its just how you see it ((=

oh ya. who says ppl with short fingers wont get zap by the door?

i just did! hahahaha.

SUPERMAN quit being a hero. in turn, became a babysitter! ((=

[papaya seeds <3]

pretty cool!

2007-02-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnn!
super cool day.
eat like no one's business with cui and my family.
fuck. just wanna eat till bloated and FLY!
((((((((((=
omg loads of stars tonight. pray for the dead!
only some will know what i meant (=
thanks for the msg SUPERMANNNNNNNN!
it'll be nice working at your prata house.
hahaha. you and you nonsense shits (=
nevertheless. i'm loving it!
still. tmr's result.
)))))))))))))))))=
oh my!!!!
guess i'll just die on spot.
(((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

(((((((((((((=

2007-02-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

BOOOHOOOO!
went shopping spree with ying~
(((((((((((((=
bought loads of art stuffs. GUESS belt and 2 JunkFood shirt
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=
i'm uberly HIGH now.
i just realise.
the handsome girl (charmaine wu) is indeed HANDSOME!
that goes along with a little HOT in it ((=
HOT chilli padi ((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

(((((((((((=

2007-02-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

see? we're LOVING each other so much!!!!!!!
still, she's my DEAREST DARLINGGGGGGG.

i LOVE piggyback like this! ((=

its us! BRA and PANTY! ((=

yippy yeah!!!

i've finally found that perfume!

((((((((((((((((=

hahahahahaha.

today's real FUN!!!

anyway. still, my SUPERMAN!

[papaya seeds <3]

run the race!

2007-02-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

yeah its true!
the bridge at the fullerton hotel made my wish come true!

i've told you the first wish. not the second.

(((((((((((((=

yeah mannnnnnnn.

every little thing you do is MAGIC!

so. i'm gonna run the race now.

its good to be stubborn at times.

at least. i know i'm gonna hold on for quite awhile

((((((((((((((((((((((=

SUPERMANNNNNNNNNNN

[papaya seeds <3]

BEACHING!!!!!

2007-02-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

yeah ((((((((=
i'm HIGH now.
boohooooo!
yest went town with cui.yx.sherman!
(((((((((((=
went drinking!
went to hk cafe and had my honey lemon!!!!!!!
yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!
then shop around and slacked.
super FUN!!!!
left around ten plus. BEACHING!
then SUPERMAN and yx came over surprise me ((=
but all totally drunk!
make me laugh my ass off ((((((((((((=
hahahahahaaha
i miss these moments.
thanks for everything!!!!!!!
your hug made me melt~
much love, my superhero!

[papaya seeds <3]

SUNTANNING.

2007-01-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

on our way there! back to olden days (((((((=
me and XIN!

we were on the SKYRIDE!

you're always on my mind!

BOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

we're jsut trying to act ROMANTIC! but failed ))= ha!

lets get down to some licking business!

we're the PRAWN! hahahaha. ops. not me. is HER!

aint she CUTE?

trying to squeeze into the float (((((((((((=

she's CRAZY!

omg.........

i simply HATE getting DARK!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hahahaha.but still. we went SENTOSA.

kinda sad. reminds me of those nights.

but nevertheless! SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEE

((((((((((((((((((=

once again.

your words made me smile!

(((((((((((((((((((=

SUPERMANNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

[papaya seeds <3]

yeah. its you ((=

2007-01-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

i'm missing you.
beach-ing time was the BEST!
we held those stars in our hands.
its EVERYWHERE!
still rememeber? at that time.
i told you i was the happiest woman on Earth then!
((((((((((((((=
now. i'd love to have a piggyback ((=
tune into: Superman

[papaya seeds <3]

superman!

2007-01-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

i'm glad you've called.
you made me smile!
lil' thoughts like these is good enough.
i wouldnt dare to ask for more ((=

its nice hanging out with JOYCE. CUI. JIANHONG.SHUHUI!
(((((((((((((((=
fun fun fun. haahahahaha.
brought them over to the hk cafe.
i'm so loving the honey lemon~
and. ambience there is GREAT!
((((((((((=
walked around town. went pass indochine.
omg. i simple love the band there.
its always that nice!
and at that time. it was playing SUPERMAN!
that song. simply awesome (((((((((((=
anyway. i miss my darling JOYCEEEEEEEEEE!

[papaya seeds <3]

laughing undies!

2007-01-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

there we go! OUT!!!!!

yesh. that tiny feet is MINE!

SHERMAN!

see? its them!!!!!!!

omg. whats he doing behind? looks like some KILLER?ha!

ok. damn idiotic. its us AGAIN!

he's up to some cam whore business!

trying to fly? i think its hard.

CUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahha. last shot before we get WET!!!!

yeah mannnn! totally WET!!!!!!!*woooshhhhhh~*

hahahahahahaha.

then aft that. went chomp chomp eat!

omggggg. YUMMY!!!!!!!!

then home. arggg. fucking sick )=

anyway. much love, SUPERMAN!

((((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

counting the stars ((((((((((=

2007-01-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahha.
calls me NUTS!
cause i'm super happy luh!
((((((((((((((=
simply jumped up when i've got your msg!
BOOHOOOOOO!
(((((((((((((((((=

oh ya. had fun talking to you all today.
jianhong. sooooooooooooo funny!
marcus. ha omg. your notes make me LAUGH!
joyce. my darlinggggg! i know you're GREAT!
sherman. hahaahahaaaha.oh no! tmr's gonna be fun!
cui. get well soon girl ((((((((((((((=
hahahahahahaha.
if i'm really the bad influence, feel free to leave!
those who stayed. are REAL friends.
((((((((((((((((((=
its nice having you all. it brightens up my day (=
especially JOYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

[papaya seeds <3]

SMILEEEEEEEE!

2007-01-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

yippy yeah!
((((((((((((((((=
i'm happy now! hahahahahaha
i LOVE calls like that!
(((((((((((((((((=
*jumps around. laugh. roll on floor*

[papaya seeds <3]

why didnt i listen?

2007-01-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

fucking sick now.
argh. damn sickening.
(((((((((((((=

"see? didnt i warn you before?"
"you should've continued to play along and nv be serious"
these were the words that bombed me
probably they're right. or maybe wrong?
i'm just courting my own death to be serious.
wake up! MOVE ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
ha. its easier said than done ))=

hahahahahahaaha.
NOISY! yeah man. lets go steamboat and fly kite kite!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((=

you made me smile
i wouldnt dare to ask for more.
im happy with you around.
there you are~ SUPERMAN!!!!!!

[papaya seeds <3]

fuck is the word.

2007-01-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnnnnnnnnnn!
woke up super early to pack my stuffs.
presents.presents.presents.
was on the phone with JOYCE DARLING. then sherman.
off to meet JOYCE!!!!!!!
omg. she gave me a fucking tight hug.
(((((((((((((((=
headed to HOGC. hahahaha. then IMAI hug me!
oh. huggies everywhere! okie dokie. i'm NUTS! (((((((((=
had fun during service. haha. *we know why*
then told JOYCE about the dictionary joke.
then we burst out in laughters. *oppsieeee*
was drawing some stuffs too. CASTLES!!!!!
then met up with CUI!!!!!!!
oh no. wipe those tears away.
seeing those tears. make me wanna cry too.
hahahahhahahaha.
how stupid. this dampened our mood ))=
i just realise. even strongest person has the weakest side.
no matter how hard we try to be strong. look strong.
we'll still fall when no one's looking.
i'd love to hide at a fucking corner and kept crying.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
yeah mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
it kept me thinking.
why did i agree to return?
somehow it matters to you. or am i wrong to say that?
hahahahahaha.
but nevertheless. SUPERMAN rocks my stinking sockssssss!
((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

my journey ((=

2007-01-21T03:22:00.000+08:00

HONG KONGGGGGGG!
on the plane~

aft checked in hotel. went beaching.
ok. i was bored ((=
headed to subway! super coolllllllllllllll.
yeah. then shopped till night time!
drop dead. next day. took ferry over to Macau

when i got back to hotel. this is wad i see! SUPERB!!!!!!!!!
okok. pictures taken at macau~
retarded me and MUMMMMMMM!
went to take the longest skytrail ever~ omg. i nearly pee in my pants!
yesh! i've learned to take their MTR! not MRT! ((=

i was adventuring on my own. SHOPPINGGGGGGG!
mum brought me over to wax museum. omg. ((((((((=
i was jailed for this! SUPERMAN! (((((((((=
cant you see? he's effing BIGGGGGGGGGGGG!
BOOHOOOOOO!

i want a house like this~
alright. headed to disneyland~ (((((((=
my hotel room (((((((((=
mirror mirror on the wall~
entry ticket to disneyland theme park!

took their shuttle bus (((((((((=

BOOHHHOOO! welcome to DISNEYLANDDDDDD!
i simply ran in. NOT walk (((((((((=
castle. castle. castle!

took a tram like this. NICEEEEEEEEEEE!
okok. its time for PARADE!!!!!!!!!
PRINCESSSSSSSSSSSSSS~
CINDERELLA!!!!!!!!!!

CHIP 'n' DALE~

not forgetting. TOYS STORY!

my favourite~ ((((((((((((=

had lunch there. and this is my desert~
yeah. candy shop ((((((((((=

sunsets. time for fireworks

isnt it lovely?

ok. it show time!

yippy yeah~

theres still pics of me and the characters!

uploads them again.

simply too sleepy ((((((((((=

anyway. thanks for those who called and msged!

much love, papaya~

i still miss my SUPERMANNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

[papaya seeds <3]

((((((((((((=

2007-01-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog about.
gotta go out real soon.
meet leslie and cui!!!!!!
hahahaha. alright.
just wanna thanks few ppl.

SUPERMAN//its super sweet with you around.
its just so perfect. much love <3

Yongxun// rapper~ funny dude. holiday is great with you!

JOYCEEEEEE// my darling! bestie of best best best!

Zann & NOISY ASS// i love those cards. made me cry.

Sherman// all the retarded phone calls! made me laugh ((((((=

Cui // hahahahahaaha. i miss those time when you bully me!

many many more that i'm gonna miss.
but but but. cant think of it right now.
yeah man~ ((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

i'm gonna miss s'pore!

2007-01-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

yippy yeah!!!!
met up with CUI at around late noon!
hahaha. lazy bum. sleep and sleep and sleep!
then headed town. then Sherman came over.
omg. we're simply having fun sight seeing luh!
((((((((((((((((=
then then. went over to Marina.
food. ice-cream. (((((((((((=
then then. left them and went to find SUPERMAN!
yeah mannnnnnnn.
omg. rain rain rain. but not that heavy luh ((((((((=
hahahahahahahaha.
so many bridges there.
make me run effing mad!
then walked to bridge that CUI told me.
my first wish came true. so i've made a 2nd wish today!
hahahahaha.went HOOTERS eat.
yummy! but sinful food! ((((((((=
hahahahahahahahaha.
little talks like these were GREAT!
i wouldnt ask for anything more ((=
funny till my ass laugh! (((((((((((=
then on my way back. stupid banglah follow me again!
shit luh. hate it luh! its always the BANGALAHSSSSSS!

its perfect whenever you're around.
but guess. it'll be the last time ever.
BOOHOO! back to hk.

[papaya seeds]

teddy ((=

2007-01-13T11:04:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnn!
finally get to see my JOYCEEEE!!!!!!
headed town!
went topshop and got my skirt ((((((((=
then then. Sherman came over to join us.
omg. he's super funny luh! bought me his sch shirt!
((((((((((((=
then then. marcus ning ning came over join us.
then shopped!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha. in a dilema.
whether to go parkview or not.
boohoo! end up. we all went~
super funny. aft service. sneak off.
went town again! ((((((((((((=
met up with CUI.SUPERMAN.yx.yc.joshua.
omg omg. on my way home.
there's this stupid banglah that cam over and talk to me!
omg omg omg. freak my ass offffffffffff.
(((((((((((((((((=

i'm super happy!
you rang up to assure i've found my way back.
msgs to acc me through the effing night.
teddy sticker that you still kept at your phone.
it made me smile. ((((((((((((=
my hero, SUPERMAN!!!!

[papaya seeds <3]

those sickening tears.

2007-01-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnn!
CUI came over and bullied me again
)))))))))))))=
everytime come my house. guest bully owner!
how incredible! ((((((((((=
rest of my day. left rotting at home.
thinking of which dance sch to transfer to~
((((((((((((((=
but i guess. i wouldnt need it anymore.
anyway. thanks YX for all those silly magic tricks.
made me laugh and roll! (((((((((((=
omg omg omg. totally nonsensical!

i'm crying that much.
i wanna run to you. so badly. SUPERMAN!
little msgs cheer me up (((((((=
but still. i'm fucking hurt.
cause i know. i wont be back. not anymore.

[papaya seeds <3]

happppyyy dayyyyyy!

2007-01-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

yeah mannn!

pictures shall do the talking today!

we're really fickle minded!

home.out?home.out? and off. we're OUT!!!!!!!!

anyway. we can try BUMPER BEE next time!

definitely gonna be nice (((((((=

hahahahahaha.

but nevertheless. thanksssssss NOISYASS!!

the card is super nice! haha. ((((((((((=

its super fun day! hahahaahahaha.

oh ya. i miss my JOYCEEEEEEEEE!

omg omg omg. ))))))))))=

hahahaahahaha.

seriously.i've nv thought of coming back

i'd choose to run and hide.

not trying to be fucking useless.

but thought that hiding would be the best way out.

((((((((((((((((((=

if there's a plane crash.

i'm sure you'll come and save me!

wont you? my superman!

(((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

awesomeeeeeee!

2007-01-09T11:55:00.001+08:00

yeah mannnnnnn!
yest was simply awesome!
((((((((((((=
woke up kinda late~
then headed off to town with yongxun and vincent ((=
omg. Penninsular stuffs are really dirt cheap!
omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!
then they joked about some stupid stuffs.
and i LAUGHED like super loud.
then the lady was like. oh pls laugh like a girl -.-
then aft that. went Serangoon gardens find CUI!!!!!
hahahahahaha. she waited for like billion years luh!
went to grab some stuffs to eat! then went ice3!
omg that place is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!
((((((((((((((((=
i'm loving PURPLE LINE AREA! ((((((((((((=
then then. gossip a little here and there.!
hahahahahahahahahaha.
then cam whore a little. and went HOME!
omg. took fucking long to reach home. ))=
nearly got LOST! (((((((((((((=

hahahahahaha.
its great to have you with me.
even just as friends. i'll be happy too!!!!
(((((((((((((((((((=
SUPERMANNNNNNNNN!

[papaya seeds <3]

yeah mannnnnnnnnnnnnn!

2007-01-07T13:17:00.000+08:00

yippy yeah!!!!!!!

met my darling JOYCEEEEEEEE for lunch.

hahhaha.something funny happened.

the guy at Delifrance. kept laughing at us -.-

then headed off to parkview square.

hahahahahah.service was alright

was joking with JOYCE and CUICUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then met up with Sherman they all.

four girls and a guy.

all stuck in the handicapped toilet!

super funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cam whoring inside. then someone opened the door

got a fucking shock! ((((((((((((=

her expression super funny luh! BOOHOOOOO!

then went Boat Quay.

haahahaha.freak luh. lixin. gabriel. marcus. jiayang!

omg. stop laughing at me can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm smart! just that. i believe those silly lies luh!

then went Burger King. started all the crap and stuffs.

cam whoring throughout! ((((((((((((((=

then left around 11 plus~

met Sherman on the way. he's going back too!

hahaahahahahahahahaha.then then met up with CUI!

she told us the legend of the bridge infront of Fullerton hotel!

so. me and sherman ran across and made our own wish!

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

*pray hard*

then slacked around. hahahahahaha.

then home ((((((((((((((=

still. i'm missing my SUPERMAN!

that much! *stretch out my arms wide*

fucking crying inside! ((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

running away ((=

2007-01-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

i wanna just lie flat on my bed
it seems that no amount of sleep is enough.
or maybe. just stoning?
hiding under the covers probably cures everything.
hahahahahahahahaha.
this aint being emotional.
just that. i can hardly move on. even with that fucking smile on me
little talk like this. cheers me up a billion times.
once it end. tears came running back again.
((((((((((((((((((((((((=
a billion and one times i've said to myself.
fucking wake up. no more tears!
but it seems harder than i thought it would be.
counting down the days to HK. 09 days.
how great!
hide and cry. BOOHOO! no needa smile like retard ((=
i'd probably miss my hero more than before.
hopefully. some plane crash might help? ha
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

BIGGEST PATRICK!

2007-01-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

long long long day~
started off with making passport.
needa update photo. cause the old one looks too kiddish
then met up with XIN. omg.
she bought a BIGGGGGG PATRICK for me
omg omg omg. i really went OMGGGGGGGG.
hahahahahahahaha.
thanks so much. and that lovely card.
(((((((((((((((((((=
then headed HOGC and went off for sushi.
yummy yummy. temptation!
then headed to town! got my BEBE flipflop ((=
then met up with the others and IMAIIIIII!
went grab some books. i've ran out of storybooks.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=
then slacked around and makan again.
junk food. junk food and more junk food!
oh no. my tummy's churning now -.-
aint suppposed to eat any junk food other than PORRIDGE!
but i took all kinda food EXCEPT porridge.
now. the pain is killing me!
and and. got super drenched while walking home!
i can even give out free overflowing of papaya juice!
nevertheless. i tried to shelter my PATRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm missing my SUPERMAN. every little thing he does is MAGIC!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=
though still crying a little here and there.
but its ok. i'm really strong! yeah mannnnnnnnn

[papaya seeds]

no kick ((((((=

2007-01-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnnnnnnnn
i'm back. unfortunately. i wish i died ((((=
hahahhahahahhha.
not being emo- juz being nonsensical.
for those who sent their regards.
dont worry. i'm perfectly fine!
((((((((((((((((((((=
dont deny the fact tat i still miss superman.
but but. i guess i'm strong!
i'll smile and hide everything off.
aft all. i'm the smiley!
so no matter what. i'll still carry tat retarded smile!
hahahahahahahahahahahaa
but seriously. i miss my hero.
((((((((((((((((((=

spercial thanks to:
superman//you were GREAT!. and no kick. i'm really strong!
Joyceeeee//you're always the one i turn to and there goes my tears, falling!
IMAI// ha. you bombed my phone with billion of calls. LOVE <3
Noisy ass & Zann // thanks so much. you all mean alot to me!
many more to go~ ((((((((((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds <3]

i hate 2007!

2007-01-01T08:27:00.000+08:00

guess. thats the worse way to end my 2006.
initially. i hated it.
till later. i found something precious in my life ((=
my hero, SUPERMAN.
however. end of 2006. marks the end of everything.
couldnt stop those fucking tears from GUSHING out.
yeah. its GUSHING! (((((((((=
went for Heart Awards.
hahahahah. managed to hold onto everything!
thought its all under control.
till i saw my darlingsssss. guess i'm weak aft all! ha.
nvm nvm. cried through the service.
everyone thought i didnt sleep for days. super HUGE eyebags.
then went off with shuhui they all. loads of fun!
laughter we shared. all i could do was smile.
yet. i'm fucking crying inside.
i know. i can simply stand up and move on
but i refused. juz wanna stay where i am
calls me a fucking stubborn retard. but its ok!
wad hurt me most. was wad's left behind.
hahahahaa. but its ok. i'm juz gonna be tat fucking smiley again
smile to hide everything. (((((((((((((((((((((=
still. all i yearn for is my superman.
*oh gosh. guess my tears are here again*
tats the saddest way to end my 2006.
neither do i wan it to end.
so. i'm not gonna welcome 2007!
i simply HATE it (((((((((((((((=

[papaya seeds]

FUCK!

2006-12-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

someone pls be kind enough
run over me. stab me pls.
i feel super dead anyway.
(((((((((((((((((((=

[Renee <3]

HOHOHOHO!

2006-12-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
sunshine aft rain! (((((((((=
hahahahahaha.
thanks mr HOHOHOHO!
i'm alright! hahahahaha.
you're still as noisy as ever! haha
i'm super HIGH now!
aft talking to BUSH they all. haha. FUNNY!
((((((((((((((((((=
SUPERMAN! SUPERMAN!!!!
haahahaha.
alrighty~ gotta wait for my JOYCEEEEEEEE call ((=
oh ya! catch this phrase. *finger up Cartman's butt*

i'm LOST! (=

2006-12-30T13:11:00.000+08:00

argggggg. feel like kicking someone's ass!
hahahahaa ((((((=
feeling darn sucky right now.
she came into my life. made me ponder~
she's been there. always.
she showed me how much she needs me.
right now. i'm simply messed up.
only if he could come and pick me up. i'll be fine (=
i dread celebrating the new year.
wad's so great about 2007?
i dont wan! argggggggggg.
haha. i'm fucking whining again.
new year wish?
i juz wan things to stay the way it is ((=
calls me a kid. cuz i nv wanna grow up!
afraid of the coming year. for i know.
i'm gonna lose ppl that's dearest to me.
SUPERMAN~ JOYCEEEEE~ IMAIIII~ *her*

[Renee <3]

wad's going on?

2006-12-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

YIPPY!

super fun dayyy~

met up with my darling JOYCEEEEEEEEE!
went for lunch. woolalalaa~

then walked back to parkview sq.

met up with IMAIIIIIIIIIII!

omg. LOVE her luh. hahahaha

went shop around~ lalalalalalalala.

laughters and nonsensical shit that we had!

then went back to parkview sq find JOYCEEEEEEE!

omg. 3 of us together. tats the end of world.

hahahahahahaa. purely NONSENSE!

(((((((((= *we know why*

then then. SUPERMAN~

oh. its rainy days. lets get real WETTTTTTTT!

(((((((((((((=

special thanks to papaya seeds! ((((((((((((=

i'm happy with all that i've got.

i've made a promise for the coming year.

i'm gonna pick myself up and be really there for God.

but i guess. its really hard right now

hate the thought of being seperated with the bunch of nonsense shits!

not that i cant adapt to new clique or wad.

juz that. i'm happy with all that i've got. don wan any changes!

why cant ppl stay the way they are? simple and happy we'll be?

i'm running away. hunger for God? i'm having doubts.

for i juz don wanna be seperated from those nonsensical darlingssssss ((=

[Renee <3]

BOXING DAY (((((=

2006-12-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

yippy yeah!!!!!
hahahaha. its BOXING DAY!
thanks SUPERMAN! ((((((((=
i LOVE the card ((((((((((=
bear bear bear~ chocs chocs chocs~
i'm HAPPPPYYYYYY! (((((((((((=
thanks for all the lil' stuffs you've done (=

[Renee <3]

(((((((=

2006-12-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

lazy to post!

juz wanna thanks everyone for the presents!

(((((((((((((((((=

especially IMAIIIIIIIIII ((((((=

i so love the patrick!
BIG HUGS TO YOUUUUUUUUUU!

((((((((((=

[Renee]

calls me SMILEY!

2006-12-25T02:44:00.002+08:00

[another side of me. MF lover! ((=]

[i'm LOVING x'mas!]

[HAHAHAHA. retarded face]

[FUCK OFF! (((((((((=]

[TWIST like a retard! (((((((=]

yeah mannnnn!

woke up super late! *yawn

met up with cousins (((((((((=

family gathering. happy! only if dad is there )=

yeah yeah! super fun luh. photo whoring. haha

then left early. met up with SUPERMAN!

(((((((((((((=

nothing's better than a simple x'mas!

omg. had dinner at my favourite place!

(((((((((((=

yummy yummy yummy! hahahahaha

i'm loving everything. and i mean EVERYTHING!

((((((((((((((=

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPERMAN// its GREAT with you around.

at times. i wander off. you caught me back. ((=

all i want for x'mas is YOU! (((((((=

JOYCEEE// my sweet bitch!

she's the one always there for me.

i'm hooked onto you ((((((=

IMAIIII// omg. shes finally back like a BILLION years

omg. I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

NOISY ASS// yeah. time to fly kite kite! (((((((((=

[Renee <3]

YEAH! I'M LOVING X'MAS

2006-12-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

[we're HAPPY cuz x'mas coming]

[we grab every chance to SMILE]

[come on. lets LICK~]

[we do get retarded most of the times!]

[we're gonna win the SMILEY prize]

[i'm HAPPY getting presents (((((((((((=]

[LOLLIPOPS. candy go~]

[she's fucking sweet like candy (((((((=]

hahahahahaha.

woke up early.

went town with mum and bro.
its been long since we had so much fun.

still. i miss daddy (((((=

went town. paid my bill. omg. $375 -.-

waste my money luh. hahahahaa

then bought my x'mas dress. cost a BOMB -.-

then then. met up with CUICUI! ((((=

omg. had ICECREAM! makes me HIGH~

so many dirty lil' secrets. oh. now i know~

hahahaha. then more shopping!

bought stuffs at zara and GUESS. omg. i'm LOVING it.

then met up with my DARLING JOYCEEEEEE.

repaired my phone. it has been rotting at home can?

hahahahahaha. so happy! can collect it soon

then saw furong and fred!!!!!

then CUICUI went back. while we go back HOGC~

oh~ cool. talk like no one's business! (((((((=

oh ya. its RAINING. its POURING.

YAYA IS HAPPY ((((((((((((((((((((((=

hahahahahaha. then home~

SUPERMAN <3

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

[Renee <3]

SUPERMAN (((((((=

2006-12-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

[SPASTIC face (((((((((((=]

[HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!]

[cant you see. i'm happy. showing VICTORY cuz i'm the superMANNNN!]

HAPPY!!!

2006-12-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

its nice being back in church
i LOVE the ppl there. haha
but still. not kinda used to it.
went HOGC yest.
met up with buddy and JOY JOY!
late luh. haha. then sat with furong they all
super idiotic luh. kept laughing throughout the whole service.
its fun though ((((((=
garette is GREAT. only leader that i really trust ((=
no idea why. but he seems genuine. truly!
spent my night with JOYJOY! omg omg.
(((((((((((=
nevertheless. SUPERMAN!
much love <3
smacking mosquitos. getting kito bites. sickening MOSQUITOES!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((=
now super shag. i'm falling asleep~

[Renee <3]

(((((((((=

2006-12-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

LOVELY colleagues.

OMG. cant you see? i'm SUPER DUPER happy! ((((((((((((((((=

yeah yeah. thanks HUIXIAN!!!!!!!

she sent me those pics.

arggg. work has ended. my butt itch luh

miss working. UNBELIEVEABLE!

omg omg. my BOSSSSSSS!

kinda TALL and GIGANTIC.

but still he's good looking.

especially when he wears spec!

omg. everyday he'll monitor us. send us off!

i miss those days luh! ((((((((=

super charming! hahahaha

nevertheless. i've got my SUPERMAN!

[Renee <3]

its kinda sad ))=

2006-12-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

yeah mannnn. ops
fell asleep on phone last night. BOOHOO!
hahahahahahahaha.
went off work for the last day. EXCITED.
but sad luh. wont get to see my handsome boss anymore
did loads of shopping too~ GUESS!!!!! hahahaha.
and i MISS DEBBI and HWEEYI! (((((((=
they kept putting both of us together.
omg. my boss. CAUCASIAN! super handsome. haha
then went off to meet Leslie and Fanyong.
oh~ super cool luh! thanks for the meal!
then SUPERMAN! haha. HAPPY FEET is my FAVOURITE.
(((((((((((=
got home super duper late. argggg
hahahahaha. then saw my bill. $375.
how cool luh. i declare broke aft getting my pay for a day
shopping and bill drained me. hahahahaha
okie dokie! get another job and i can shop again! ((((((=

[Renee <3]